I felt kind of depressed and decided to go with such a game... I was left crying and asking myself why would she do it when people loves her, when she knows that they will be hurt, when she knows she is useful, when she knows she is valuable. I'm really young, a middle schooler, and even younger when I had to face parental loss but at the moment I just didn't care. It's all coming out now and the way she just went made me angry. Angry at the fact that my people died when I cared about them. My siblings did and friends as well. It wasn't purposely but I am just so, so angry and so, so confused and hopeless. My only reason of existing is my mentally unstable sister and my aunt (mother's sister.). There is also this old lady that takes care of me but she is 70 years old. I don't know how will I cope with her death. After her, if I lose those two I lost it all. I have have many plans with my bestfriend but they will have to be canceled. Anyways its 5am and the severe depression kicked in. I am so sorry for all this vent but if anyone out there actually read this and listened to my problems then... Just thank you.
Ngl, its relatable in a way. My best friend almost slit her throat open in front of me. Shes in the hospital right now. Its probably my fault. She told me it was my fault. ........i should make up for it. Right?
.......i think i have a rope somewhere around here.
OMG thats not smth anyone should go through our friend is not a good friend and is also not mentally ok you shouldnt put yourself around that enviroment bc its only bringing you down!!!
I hope everyone here is doing okay these days. Please be safe and know that people care about you, even if it may not feel like it at times. If you are feeling troubled, maybe professional help is the answer, or talking to a trusted friend about what you are going through. Wish you all the best.
Please don't, I know it seems hard; I'm in that place myself, but trust me people do care, people do love you. Yes there may be those who hate you and don't want you to still breath but they are one of the reasons you have to keep breathing and being alive! Also there will be people who will be sad beyond your belief at you leaving. I hope this reaches you and at least now you know that so many people love you so so so much.
I can't imagine what you're going through, but please talk to someone, whether it be a friend or professional help. You can also call 988, which is a suicide prevention hotline, if you need to. People care about you, even if it may not feel like it at times. Please be safe.
I hope I'm not late but there is this little saying that goes: "suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems." And problems will occur like on everyone, you will go through tortures but in the end, what you live for, are the 3 hours you spent laughing your lungs out with your best friend on that night you decided to paint your nails while trying to do face paint to each other and had SpongeBob playing on a phone with one of those cheap screens to make the image bigger. You don't live for those 3 hours you cried your eyes out. I am not going to beg you to continue living but i know that somewhere inside you, you have that meaning. Even if you don't, do it for the ones you love. Have experiences, live your life. Don't just breathe. After this, if you still want to go, then do something exciting. Get on a motorcycle and go on a mountain. Do all the crazy shit you can imagine and if you did, you've achieved your goal. If not, there's a new goal waiting for you. Good luck on your own adventure.
i remember when i first played this game i wanted to write a comment about how much it affected and helped me, but i didnt have an account. now that i do though, i just cant seem to find the right words. so instead i just want to say thank you, this game really helped me not say goodbye, and it gave me the hope to persevere.
When I first played this game, I was in a bad state and thinking about suicide. For some reason, after I got the "bad ending" the game glitched. It wouldn't let me leave fullscreen or go back and that just broke me in a way, because you can't go back. It made me reflect on how I won't ever have a chance to say goodbye to everyone.
If you're struggling with depression, it gets better. There's people out there who love you, and you're never a burden.
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I felt kind of depressed and decided to go with such a game... I was left crying and asking myself why would she do it when people loves her, when she knows that they will be hurt, when she knows she is useful, when she knows she is valuable. I'm really young, a middle schooler, and even younger when I had to face parental loss but at the moment I just didn't care. It's all coming out now and the way she just went made me angry. Angry at the fact that my people died when I cared about them. My siblings did and friends as well. It wasn't purposely but I am just so, so angry and so, so confused and hopeless. My only reason of existing is my mentally unstable sister and my aunt (mother's sister.). There is also this old lady that takes care of me but she is 70 years old. I don't know how will I cope with her death. After her, if I lose those two I lost it all. I have have many plans with my bestfriend but they will have to be canceled. Anyways its 5am and the severe depression kicked in. I am so sorry for all this vent but if anyone out there actually read this and listened to my problems then... Just thank you.
i too would like to say goodbye to my friends, I'm not too sure how tho
Ngl, its relatable in a way. My best friend almost slit her throat open in front of me. Shes in the hospital right now. Its probably my fault. She told me it was my fault. ........i should make up for it. Right?
.......i think i have a rope somewhere around here.
OMG thats not smth anyone should go through our friend is not a good friend and is also not mentally ok you shouldnt put yourself around that enviroment bc its only bringing you down!!!
Games like this leave a lump in your throat. Thank goodness they exist, otherwise I would have the same fate as the game shows.
I hope everyone here is doing okay these days. Please be safe and know that people care about you, even if it may not feel like it at times. If you are feeling troubled, maybe professional help is the answer, or talking to a trusted friend about what you are going through. Wish you all the best.
im gonna kill myself soon
Please don't, there are people who would be sad if you did. Don't hurt yourself,please.
I'm begging you. Please don't do it. There'll always be bad times but there's good stuff too!!
I hope you find something you'll love so much that it prevents you from wanting to die.
Please take care.
Please don't, I know it seems hard; I'm in that place myself, but trust me people do care, people do love you. Yes there may be those who hate you and don't want you to still breath but they are one of the reasons you have to keep breathing and being alive! Also there will be people who will be sad beyond your belief at you leaving. I hope this reaches you and at least now you know that so many people love you so so so much.
Please don't I know life can be hard, but know we all love you... please I begg you to listen..
I can't imagine what you're going through, but please talk to someone, whether it be a friend or professional help. You can also call 988, which is a suicide prevention hotline, if you need to. People care about you, even if it may not feel like it at times. Please be safe.
I hope I'm not late but there is this little saying that goes: "suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems." And problems will occur like on everyone, you will go through tortures but in the end, what you live for, are the 3 hours you spent laughing your lungs out with your best friend on that night you decided to paint your nails while trying to do face paint to each other and had SpongeBob playing on a phone with one of those cheap screens to make the image bigger. You don't live for those 3 hours you cried your eyes out. I am not going to beg you to continue living but i know that somewhere inside you, you have that meaning. Even if you don't, do it for the ones you love. Have experiences, live your life. Don't just breathe. After this, if you still want to go, then do something exciting. Get on a motorcycle and go on a mountain. Do all the crazy shit you can imagine and if you did, you've achieved your goal. If not, there's a new goal waiting for you. Good luck on your own adventure.
Loved the concept
Dude, the last line when I clicked no to 'do you want to play again?' Sent so many shivers down my spine
i remember when i first played this game i wanted to write a comment about how much it affected and helped me, but i didnt have an account. now that i do though, i just cant seem to find the right words. so instead i just want to say thank you, this game really helped me not say goodbye, and it gave me the hope to persevere.
I really relate to this game. this is really an accurate depiction of how i feel and its really well made
For every Anak out there: don't say goodbye. I love you.
When I first played this game, I was in a bad state and thinking about suicide. For some reason, after I got the "bad ending" the game glitched. It wouldn't let me leave fullscreen or go back and that just broke me in a way, because you can't go back. It made me reflect on how I won't ever have a chance to say goodbye to everyone.
If you're struggling with depression, it gets better. There's people out there who love you, and you're never a burden.
Thank you for didn't say goodbye
i sobbed playing this, its so utterly heartbreaking.
This game is so sad. It reminds me of when I had to leave everyone that I knew I weren't going to meet again.