this is me rightnow. But i don't have the courage to end it. I alway think about my parent when i'm about to jump but also think about death when i'm alone. life is cruel for me. I hate myself for being weak.
Don’t think you’re weak, I’m sure you’re not. Whatever situation you’ve gone through or are currently facing is enough of a reason to justify that you are strong that you’ve made it this far. I think that, right now, you’re stronger than ever, because you’re fighting against whatever forces may be opposite to you. You may be calling yourself weak because of what you’re currently going through, but as someone who has also gone through tough times where I’ve been in a position like yours, the fight is worth it. Life changes, things change, you’ll change. Give it some time and reach for help when you’re in need of it, and I wish you the best of luck in overcoming these challenges you’re facing.
no no no no please get help i know i dont know you but trust me everything gets better in time if things get worse keep your head up and just remember things that make you happy. there are places and hotlines to call if you're not feeling "good" or "happy" people would miss you, you might not think it but there are people who would miss you.
The first time I played I cried my eyes out, you reminded me that there are steps one might have to take before saying goodbye. I forgot that not everyone could just leave and pass. Thank you for this beautiful game.
This game truly hit me right in the heart. I've never once considered ending it but this game made me cry just imagining it happening. Thank you for making it. I am proud of you.
I'm hoping it brought some hope as well. The game isn't supposed to just end on a hurting note. I hope you gained something positive from it as well. Thank you
Wow! This game was truly something! I was thinking that doing all the nice things(Clearing the room etc) Will lead to a happy ending but it was the opposite! This game really gave tears to my eyes. Thanks a lot for making me understand the value of my life again :)
The gameplay is really simple and the limited choices are deliberate not just because I'm unable to create something more complex but it's also meant to invoke a specific feeling of helplessness.
The game can be depressing but I really do hope that going through it helps people deal with their emotions. Being able to process it and hopefully gain more hope along the way. I'm glad it helped you and I hope you're doing well.
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Bruh, the "Anak" took me by surprise. I didn't know this was Filipino-made(?).
why are people senting suicide or emotional comments in a emotional story
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lol when you do the good ending on the first run
So did i
Great Story!!!
yo chill damn this shit got me fucked bro i actually teared up a but whta the fuck
Not going to lie, I had a similar situation, not the family part but the train.
Was at a train station thinking, "just jump". but I felt too weak and scared to do it.
this is me rightnow. But i don't have the courage to end it. I alway think about my parent when i'm about to jump but also think about death when i'm alone. life is cruel for me. I hate myself for being weak.
Don’t think you’re weak, I’m sure you’re not. Whatever situation you’ve gone through or are currently facing is enough of a reason to justify that you are strong that you’ve made it this far. I think that, right now, you’re stronger than ever, because you’re fighting against whatever forces may be opposite to you. You may be calling yourself weak because of what you’re currently going through, but as someone who has also gone through tough times where I’ve been in a position like yours, the fight is worth it. Life changes, things change, you’ll change. Give it some time and reach for help when you’re in need of it, and I wish you the best of luck in overcoming these challenges you’re facing.
the more you get over stuff the easier it gets
this me in a few years
no no no no please get help i know i dont know you but trust me everything gets better in time if things get worse keep your head up and just remember things that make you happy. there are places and hotlines to call if you're not feeling "good" or "happy" people would miss you, you might not think it but there are people who would miss you.
i waited it became worse
I've played this game for a million times, yet it never fails to make me cry.
3.24=204 seconds
204 X 10000000= 204000000 seconds
204000000 / 60 = 3400000 minutes
3400000 / 60 ~ 56666 7 hours
56666 7 / 24 ~ 2361 2 days
2361 2 / 365 ~ 6 5 years
This game came out 4 years ago
You are a lier
lmao
Sigh
The definition of a hyperbole is:
Exaggerated statements or claims not meant to be taken literally.
(Also you spelt Liar wrong)
i love this game the music the art the mom (the mom is cool) IS SO GOOD
wow, iv only cried once playing a game, this is my 2 time. it hit hard
I don't cry when playing games, but this just hit me like a train (sorry). It feels nice to see how certain people feel projected in a game
The first time I played I cried my eyes out, you reminded me that there are steps one might have to take before saying goodbye. I forgot that not everyone could just leave and pass. Thank you for this beautiful game.
This game truly hit me right in the heart. I've never once considered ending it but this game made me cry just imagining it happening. Thank you for making it. I am proud of you.
I was not expecting this game to affect (effect?) me as much as it did. It's nice to see that there is hope. I really appreciate this game <3
Affect is correct. That's all, good day!
thank you !!
This game hit me harder than I expected, it was mostly because I nearly ended up in the same place.
Don't worry, it was 2-3 years ago, I got the proper therapy and help I needed.
Thank you. I'm not being sarcastic, but thank you.
I appreciate the other option... it makes me feel that there is hope even if it feels like its too late
the screen is completely dark for me, all there is is the music?
yea same! im confused as heck!
nvm! its working now! i followed barrels!
For me it's the inverse?!
I can play it but I don't hear anything
She decided not to say goodbye today. Thank you for giving her that option.
Yep. My Ungoogled Chromium didn't work and using the official Chrome too. It only worked on Edge. Welp. At least I can play this.
this hit so close to home for me. I absolutly love the game though
mhm same for me
I'm crying
That's so sad... I made a bad choice I think, but I did what I would have done. I want to know what happened before
this is just... wow. i want to see the rest of the story, really good!
That's really sad but it's everything really meaningful and true. Just listen...sometimes can help.
I can't help but want to play it again.....
It's reliable.
almost to reliable
I'm glad that you'd like to play it again but I also hope that you're able to rely on yourself more.
I'm- Oh go- I can't stop the tears. I feel like you've been through my mind. Salamat.
Maraming salamat rin. Alagaan mo sarili mo.
hurts
I'm hoping it brought some hope as well. The game isn't supposed to just end on a hurting note. I hope you gained something positive from it as well. Thank you
This was a fantastic experience and has a very strong and accurate portrayal of depression and how daunting it can be.
I love this.
I don't think I've said this enough but thank you
Beautiful.
I'm glad you thought so
Wow! This game was truly something! I was thinking that doing all the nice things(Clearing the room etc) Will lead to a happy ending but it was the opposite! This game really gave tears to my eyes. Thanks a lot for making me understand the value of my life again :)
The gameplay is really simple and the limited choices are deliberate not just because I'm unable to create something more complex but it's also meant to invoke a specific feeling of helplessness.
The game can be depressing but I really do hope that going through it helps people deal with their emotions. Being able to process it and hopefully gain more hope along the way. I'm glad it helped you and I hope you're doing well.
I hope it also devastated you in a good way. Also, hit me up with that visual novel once it's done :D
it's just a black screen for me x-x
Oh no. May I know where you're playing it?
A windows 10 laptop, so sorry for the late reply!
What browser exactly? :O
I use a Windows 10 laptop as well and mostly use Brave or Google Chrome.
google chrome as well :<
Hi! I tried it on Google Chrome again and it seems to be working?
For reference, I made the game on Twine and it's a HTML file.
This is so sad play despacito let me go back to 2017
2017 is a haze but I felt that
bro there are filipino words
It's because Filipino po ako.
:))
BRUHHHHHHHHHHHH THIS IS SAD SOMEONE HELP ME IM CRYING
Just let it all out. Crying can actually help ;; u ;;
first ever game that made me cry. thank you for making this.
Thank you for taking the time to play it and show your appreciation for the game <3
I GENUINELY BURSTED INTO TEARS
please stay hydrated!!!